Helllooooo! Well friends. We made it to Taupo in one piece. We are settled in and ready to RELAX before the big day. Unfortunately we are without internet or phone (unless we pay for it hourly), therefore I will be a bit more MIA. That is unless someone wants to sponsor us for that, haha. Just kidding. 
And for the first time in a long time, I am VERY okay with disconnecting.
In fact….
For the First time in a long time, I am the one without a “schedule” to follow.
For the First time in a long time I am the one trying to relax the other.
For the First time in a long time it was just the two of us at the dinner table.
For the First time in a long time I can drive! We rented an automatic. Now I just need to “Keep on the left.”
For the First time in a long time the hubs is catching up with good tri buddies, and I’m the one waiting on Mr. Social.
For the First time in a long time I am not editing this video because that would mean spending $ on the internet and I am EL CHEAPO! (you’ll get that joke if you watch the video).
For the First time in a long time I am gonna wing this as my WIAW post. I think that counts, right Jen? I did show you my budget travel foods. 
For the First time in a long time I am trusting God in ALL things.
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For the First time in a long time I am at peace.
2 days to go…..
Finish this sentence.
For the First time in a long time YOU ARE…….
Cheers,
Cotter Crew
LOL, awesome car! I love the house, I hope you guys enjoy it and get some quality time in and RELAX!
thanks Meg!! And hope you are doing well. How’s school?
Trying to see the bigger picture and TRUST. Work hard, stop worrying, PRAY and let GOD do His work.
We can help each other Trust. <3
For the first time in a long time….
I can buy groceries without binging on all of them.
for the first time in a long time … i am trusting my body to take care of itself. i gained weight post-ED and i’m just not comfortable in my own skin. i’m really trying to focus on letting my body heal and realize that normal weight does not equal “fat.” in fact, normal can be beautiful, normal can be special, too!
friend, trust me when I say this… I know the feeling and am right there with you on that journey to WHOLENESS>>>>>
xoxo
I’m so happy for you, Lindsay. 🙂 It sounds like the culmination of your time in New Zealand has been a period of reflection and peace. You and the Hubbs are in my thoughts and prayers…Sending hugs across the pond! xoxo
thank you sarah. WIsh i could have your positive energy and voice right here with me! WOuld love that!
I’m praying, praying! Tell James he’ll have lots of angels watching over him, as well as their CEO : ) Good luck!!
Nicole
I too am just going to listen to God. What day is the race?
good deal! The race is your Friday, our Saturday. Weather says 20mph and rain. 50F. Not good!
I’ll be thinking of you guys!
xoxo thank you Christine.
Great post! For the first time in a long time I am falling back on my faith in God to help me through my troubles. <3
amen to that! God is always there, in every breath! let us lean on HIM!
haha loved the car!! and yes sometimes “forced” unplugging is nice.
i have been trying to spend less time on the computer and social things and focus on my work. lots of changes for our bakery 😉 so needs my attention.
glad you are guys are doing!! thinking of you
oh and guess who had a booth across from us Disney Princess Half Marathon expo last weekend?? KSWISS made me think of you guys
xoxo
M
YEA!! Kswiss love. I bet i knew them. hehe. Thankf sor the support ladies. Love you!
For the first time in a long time, I’m going to bed before 9:30pm, woohoo!! 🙂
Rest up and good luck to you guys this weekend!
i need to follow that rule right now! haha. 😉
…totally happy with my work in all areas!
hoooorray!! time to celebrate that!
I don’t think I would be able to drive on the left side. I would be too scared and would be afraid I’d freak out! Not safe 🙂
Such a great post! Letting go and trusting God is such a valuable, yet difficult thing to do.
So glad to have come across your blog on such a heartfelt post, fellow Fitfluential ambassador 😉
Hi Britt! So glad to really “hear” from you. Such a blessing to have a fellow FFA with such kind words of encouragement and affirmation.
<3
cheers!
Beautiful post as usual Lindsay 🙂 I can’t believe there are only two days left! Oh I am sure you mightttt be feeling the same way 😉
For the first time in a long time…. hmm… feel perks of hopefulness
thats a good place to be. Hopeful….always!!
Being at peace…such a powerful feeling. I am so glad you have that! and the video was awesome, who needs editing?! El Cheapo…love it. And I am so excited to hear how James does. Good luck, my thoughts and prayers are with you both!!! XOXO!
And for the first time in a long time…I am feeling ready, to leap 😉
love you so much for these prayers!! and girl, you are leaping and loving it! GO BIG!
Ah, bless. Peace and trust. Trust in the Lord and lean not on your own understanding. Thinking of you and the man!!
a verse i hold dear to my heart. so thank you!
<3
So I just decided that paying $45 montly was too much for internet access at home, so I cancelled – so I’ll be internet free on the weekends (and at night) – I’m simultaneously liberated and scared!
its totally freeing! less socia media time and more LAURA Time!!!
For the first time in a long time I am not freezing every second I Stand outside!
I am in need of a night away from the hubs. I need a night to myself once every six months or so (#onlychildproblems???), and I think now it needs to come sooner or later. Yes, I think a little wine, a girlie movie, and some time to gather my thoughts is definitely in order.
I’m happy to hear about the dinner date. 🙂
Oh girl, i hear ya! i crave my alone time. WIne, me, movie, and thats it!!
i love seeing where you are staying. SO BEAUTIFUL! and for the first time in a long time i have the whole weekend free for work so i am excited 🙂
oh yea! maybe you can now make some healthy bites will all that free time. hehe. <3
I am just learning to take it day by day my friend. I am really trying to work through the craziness and not let everything pile up. I am only one person and I can’t do everything. Besides, getting all worked up doesn’t help me or anyone else for that matter. I hope you two are having a great day and getting some rest.
with all my heart i understand friend. I am here for you. A shoulder to lean on. Hugs and keep that perspective!
well rested and relaxed 🙂
this makes me HAPPY to hear.
So glad to hear I am not the only one that is el cheapo. 😉 You look great on video and I am so glad you are feeling at peace. You deserve it!
For the first time in a long time I am incredibly content with where I am at in my life. 🙂 Living in the moment and okay with it.
cheers to a FULL CONTENT life friend. Yea!
I love your love for the Lord and how much you trust in Him each day! 🙂
<3 you
…without anything to do today. Well, that’s not entirely true – Mikey and I are speaking tonight at a supporter’s group I host every Wednesday night about relationships! And I hope to go for a long run in the afternoon. But I have no clients today! An unusual Wednesday.
EXCITED for all the things you’re doing/living/being for the first time in a long time, my friend. Lots of love to you both; stoked for the upcoming race day!
enjoy that long run friend. and an unusual wednesday. Thank you for prayers. They mean the world!
So glad you get to disconnect!! I know how much you value that time, friend!
For the first time in a long time, I’m not up at night worrying about finances. *phew*
such a blessing! and you deserve that.
LOVE THIS!! So glad you are experiencing all of these “firsts” again and really soaking in these last few days before the big day. Embrace it, hold it tight and ENJOY. xoxo
i will, holding on for good this time! <3
I love that you are OKAY with the disconnecting, you should be! Your hubby has a big day coming up and he needs his sherpa!!!!!
Love ya girl!
For the first time in a long time I am looking at myself as incredibly blessed.
I am very happy for you!
you are indeed friend.
for the first time in a long time i am walking with a spring to my step 🙂
YEA!!! Is the boy still around? And the back ok??
“For the First time in a long time I am at peace.” <— this makes me very happy. Love this post and just love that car. Too funny! And even 2 days no shower, you're still cute!
haha, well the hat is there for a reason. GREASE!
Thanks for the tour! (That cashew dip looks interesting!! and the car…bahahaha)
You are ALWAYS in my prayers! Love you both!
prayers are amazing. And el cheapo thanks you! 😉
El Cheapo?! Bahahahaa Too funny. Get some rest! =)
i am going to be naming my next car el cheapo just for laughs now.
next IM James does…let’s make it one I can come cheer for, well cheering and be able to have a 9hr coffee date with you! 😉
…I am bracing for a winter storm.
We’ve had a rather quiet winter here in NH, but TWC had issued a warning for us tonight & tomorrow. Not horrible, but I’m ready for Spring!
…I ran by myself.
No running partners available yesterday, but it was too beautiful to pass up a run outside.
Have a great time cheering for hubs. My hubs & stepson do a tri in July and I love watching them =)
way to go AMY!! SOLO runs can be very healing. Enjoy it and stay safe in that storm!
You sound just like me! I’m always on the go-go-go and have a schedule for every waking moment to make sure I get everything done. But it’s sooo nice when life forces me to just relax. I need the universe to force me sometimes. I hope you have a wonderful relaxing time while you’re “unplugged”.
P.S. I’m pretty sure I’d wreck if I had to drive on the left, so I’m very impressed you can make the mind shift so easily. 🙂
oh friend, hello!! Missed you! and yes, we seem to be alike. Wish you could come unplug with me.
Oh my, I can only try to imagine driving on the left. I think it would make me dizzy!! I guess you gotta do what you gotta do though!!
yes, wish me luck!!
Yay for trusting in the Lord and being at peace! 🙂 For the first time in a long time, I’m literally counting down the days until spring break– I’m sooooo ready for my brain to turn to mashed potatoes haha
BEST OF LUCK!! You can do it. push through.
For the first time in a long time I am really quite okay with being single. It means I can do whatever I wanna do in life-ministry wise, hang out with kids, working wise, hang out with friends. You name it I can do it without worrying about a boy trying to get in touch with me. Yeah I guess I am weird at 5:45
youre never to me! Glad you are enjoying SINGLE hood. It’s a good place to find yourself.
tired? 🙂
sending you some energy now. The hubs has a lot stored up during taper week, I’d bet he’d share with you.
xxoo