Back in the day I used to lead a Run Club. I had an absolute blast with it too! I loved inspiring new runners and seeing them progress. I loved motivating fellow runners to hit that PR or push a little harder at the track. We were a great support system for each other, though I never really “trained” for anything myself. In fact, I had no desire too. I hopped around pacing others and I was done after that. No time to do extra training for me, no need to either! I ran a plenty of races with this group. A few 10ks, half marathons, and bits of pieces of several marathons. I had done 2 marathons myself my whole life, and none for time! This is how I remember ENJOYING running.
Well, the push came to shove in 2010. I felt the itch, the itch to really race. And I hired a pretty good coach (aka the hubs). He trained me for 2-3 events. A couple of halfs and a 10 miler. I think my fastest times were 1:40 half marathon and a 78 min 10 miler. Not too too fast but speedy, I’d say.
Do you know what I remember most about those training months/year? Not the hard runs, the aches, the speed work. It was the numbers. The number miles I had to put in each week, the pace I had to work toward, the hours of sleep I needed before I a long run, etc. The training was not what got to me, it was getting caught up in the NUMBERS. And for someone who is not that competitive, it just wasn’t me. Even though I so desperately wanted it to be. That was my husbands job. He lived and thrived off numbers, not me.
I got burnt out quickly, got injured training for another marathon, and my health just to went downhill due to stress and other stomach issues.
It was right about then we both decided we needed a break and we jetted off to New Zealand for 4 months. He was able to focus on training in his home town of Christchurch. I tried to take it easy and get my body back to normal. Little did I know it had to get worse before it got better. But I am okay with that. I took 8 months off from any real training or working out. I walked and did yoga, and that was good for me.
Fast forward to now, I’m a good 20lbs heavier and healthier. I recently started running again. Not for time, not for mileage, not for a pace. The only gadget I wear is a watch.
I run to get outdoors, to be with the family, to chat with a friend, to just run.
I run because I am able, I run because I am thankful, I run because it’s a true GIFT. No numbers needed.
In a few weeks I will run my first race since that one back in 2010. The turkey trot. I am excited to not race this race. I’m excited to see everyone out there being thankful for the ability to run, to eat good food, and to be with each other.
In April 2013 I will run (not race) the ZOOMA Half Marathon out in the Hill Country. A few months ago I was asked to apply to be an Ambassador, you better bet your britches I did just that! It wasn’t for the opportunity to race, it was about being able to support others in their training, to meet new people, and to share the gift of running.
There are competitive runners already out there. We need them as well. We need their stories, their inspiration, their tips. But we also need those who are just there. Who won’t worry about the run, only the outcome. That’s me. I’m okay with it. In fact, I prefer it. The “Unracy” Racer.
What type of runner are you? Do you train by numbers?
Cheers,
LC
P.S.
For those of you wanting to race the ZOOMA half in April, please feel free to use my discount code Lindsay TXAMB1 for an extra 10% off your race entry fee.
Also, Michele at NYC Running MAMA is hosting a virtual 5k/10k in order to raise money for the Sandy Hurricane relief. You must check out all the amazing prizes you could win if you participate, donate, etc. Healthy Bites is honored to be part of that cause. Check it out!















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I am SO not competitive…. anti competitive….. numbers don’t do it for me
Lou recently posted..Veggies for Carnivores – Lora Krulak (Cook Book Review)
that’s why i love you LOU!
LCCotter recently posted..The No Numbers Runner
Awwww xx
Hey, guess what? I’m drinking a Kombucha right now
Lou recently posted..Veggies for Carnivores – Lora Krulak (Cook Book Review)
oh yea!!!! booch is back!
I love this post…but I also <3 the numbers, not gonna lie. They're what really keep me motivated to keep going, to watch them improve. I do run some runs without a watch, though, to keep some sanity there
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Thank you for this post! Sometimes I feel like less of a “runner” because I don’t have a lot of race numbers. I have run a few 5Ks, 5 mile Turkey Trots, and one half marathon…but I don’t like having the cloud of “training” hanging over me. I run because I like to run, and feeling like I HAVE to run takes away a lot of the joy for me. I’m doing our 5 mile Thanksgiving race again this year, but I’m still on the fence about doing another half in the spring. If I do, it may be the Zooma…I’d love to run a beautiful course like that!
Brooke recently posted..Holistic Fitness
I’m not really a runner, but I’m a triathlete and I started to get hung up on numbers, and worried about the whole thing and comparing. Then finally I just said {like you} I do it because it’s FUN, because I CAN and because it makes me feel GOOD. So while I might try to beat my time by a minute or two I don’t let it rule the race. Thanks for the reminder of WHY.
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Great story and I love your outlook!
Love this! Numbers are a tricky thing. I think it’s fun to set a new PR and try to challenge yourself to beat the last time, but sometimes people just get too tangled up in it. Proud of you for taking time off! You’re amazing!
Brittany @ GOtheXtraMile recently posted..Out of the Ordinary
Good for you!! Running for the love of it is what it’s all about!
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Good for you girl! It’s hard sometimes to not get caught up in the numbers when running, but when things like that get in the way of the sole purpose, it’s just not worth it! At least for us non-competitive peeps.
Someday if/when I am able to run again, I will focus less on the numbers and more on being thankful for God giving me feet and legs strong enough to do it!
i have full confidence you will!
thanks love!
I love hearing about people running just to run. It seems that’s what I’ve been hearing most lately. I must admit that I’ve become a numbers runner since I’m starting the journey of one day (hopefully) qualifying for Boston. But I’ve found myself craving non-numbers runs lately. Those runs out on trails with friends where I’m running slowly enough that I can actually take in the view! After my December marathon, and before training for my spring marathon, I’m taking a month to be a no numbers runner
That’s fantastic that you are getting out there and helping others achieve their goals!
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I think numbers are great to measure progress but they can hinder your mental game like no other. They can also tend to take the fun, wind in your hair, get out there and enjoy nature out of running. Some of my strongest runs have been when I just went out there, listened to my body and left the Garmin at home. Love your outlook and Love Austin. I am certain that race/run will be an amazing experience!
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I am definitely an “unracy” racer! I love running half-marathons but I’m not overly concerned with my time. As a slower runner, I found I only started to enjoy it when I took that pressure off myself and stopped thinking I wasn’t good enough because I’m not as fast as other runners.
pressure free is the way to be! for us at least, right?
LCCotter recently posted..The No Numbers Runner
I can totally relate, I don’t compete or race cause I get too anxious and it actually ends up throwing my performance. I do better when I’m just in it for the enjoyment.
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I like the feeling of accomplishment when i finish a race, which is probably why i only run marsthons. the only numbers I really car about are the ones between qualifying and not qualifying for Boston. Glad you are healthy and running again! (And enjoying it)
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and i believe you have a passion for those numbers laura! they are significant to you! Go get em!
LCCotter recently posted..The No Numbers Runner
I remember when I used to be a no-numbers runner — the first few years after I graduated college and first started running, I’d just go out and run for 45-60 minutes everyday… I never knew how fast I ran or how far I ran, I just ran. As much as I love training for races, what I really LOVE is just the running itself! All of that to say, I can relate to you here.
I’m so excited for you to do the turkey trot — so fun! And definitely legitimizes all the good Thanksgiving eats.
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i think you must do both to find out what type of runner you are, ya know?
I LOVE this post. Numbers in training and calorie counting send me crazy. The best fun is doing what you enjoy with the people you love. I think that’s why my most enjoyable exercise is walking with the hubs or hula hooping or dancing with some great music on!
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Totally love this post Lindsay. You know why? Because your beautiful soul shines through. I love that you run to support other people and share the gift of running.
I’m not competitive except with myself and yes, do tend to get a wee bit obsessed with numbers. But I’m thinking and kind of hoping that my perspective has changed now as I return to running after injury. Time will tell but I want to run and just enjoy it. It’s funny. For someone who didn’t race a lot before (mainly to get my auto entry for NYCM), I’m not itching to do a race!!
Christine @ Love, Life, Surf recently posted..Out of the water
oh I totally get that! and I have a feeling that you will balance out your running. Numbers and no numbers. But either way, your purpose has totally changed, yes?
AMEN! I have had so many up’s and down’s over the years, pushing myself to my breaking point trying to achieve a number and I’m finally over that and would love to start running for ME! Bring it on 2013, I wanna run!
I don’t train by numbers, although I feel like I should sometimes. Like you though, I run for “me” time and just want to enjoy it and not get burnt out. We really need to run together some day. Hugs!!!
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Thank you for this! I always thought I was alone in the “anti-competition” pool. So glad there’s others out there
Love this! You know what keeps you motivated and going strong, and that is so different for everyone – runners, cyclists, yogis, etc. Numbers don’t always resonate with me either, nor do strict training plans without wiggle room (which I need a Lot of
).
Also love seeing you as an Ambassador – perfect role for you, as a positive smiling face for all of the runners to look to!
I get a little scared by the numbers, honestly. I’m not a competitive person, but I really wish I was sometimes. I think I tend to get a little more frustrated than competitive, since I am not a natural athlete and it takes a lot of work for me to even run a 9 minute mile
I’m going to train for my half next April, but I am aiming to run the whole thing, not to beat a set time
Thanks for posting this! I used to be a no-numbers runner (except I’d love to see how far or how long I could go). Then I got into doing races, and racing myself on EVERY run. I need to stop that. Now.
I’ve been trying to focus on going out to run for the enjoyment of running. Lately it’s been working, but I need some new running shoes (see tomorrow’s post).
i like numbers… but only sometimes
gotta enjoy it!
Not a runner, not into numbers or times even in the pool…but I LOVED this post. I love learning about you but also seeing you finding your true running mojo and the best part? Getting out there again finally!! whoot. whoot!
love my no numbers missy!
I used to be a numbers runner! I would push and push. I ended up hating it. Now that I can run again, I love the movement. I don’t run with my garmin anymore so I can’t think pace or numbers. I just run to run! It is freeing!!
amen! hope we get to run together one day!
I can’t lie, I’m a numbers girl! In running, in work and with life in general. With that being said, I love running just to run. I always run at least once a week without a watch and to just enjoy the time (or to sing toddler tunes to my kids for 6 miles:)
Have fun Turkey Trotting!
love it! i bet your kiddos love it too!
This is such an awesome post!! I love that you’re a no numbers runner and I really admire that. It is SO easy to get caught up in numbers, when in the end, they don’t mean much (at least to certain people!). I’m so excited to hear about your (not) races!
Sounds like you’re going into this ambassadorship with the PERFECT mindset for you! I’m no longer a numbers girl when I run (which is pretty rare right now…maybe once a week) because I know they suck me in!
Well I think I’ve talked to you about this just did my 1st 5K & I loved it! After losing 71+ lbs and still having to lose more I’m running because…. I FINALLY CAN LOL!! The last time I remember really running was when I was a teenager and even then I was slowly gaining more and more weight. I’m so much happier now that I’ve got these great goals, friends & family. Gotta love it… oh & thank you too for your Healthy Bites and being ever so inspiring
Michelle and I are not competitive runners, after running a few half and 2 full marathons we never really did it for time. we just ran because we enjoyed it and did it as a sisterly bonding time
so glad to hear that you are getting stronger and healthier!!! your such an inspiring and amazing person!!! love you!
yess!!!! this is exactly what i try to explain to people. I love running, but when I start really training to “race” it can take the fun out of it. I’m trying to strike that balance of enjoying and still progressing
oh how i knew you could relate amanda! another reason why i adore you. Such a great passion!
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Thanks for sharing! I can get caught up in numbers too….like you I try to make my main goal fun:)
i think that’s the perfect goal Heather! Cheers!
LCCotter recently posted..Forgetful Friday: Food and Fitness Edition
Such a great post!! I love the “run” not “race” mentality/distinction and also throwing away the numbers. I love the running because you’re able and thankful. That’s the mindset I try and approach all of my workouts with, whether it’s running or something else. To me, it makes it much more enjoyable and nourishing to my body, mind, heart, and soul.
yes yes, so true. Be thankful for movement, strength, and more!
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